business trip to klang valley day 2

It was good to stay at Empire Hotel though the lifts are suck. Planning to have a short christmas shopping, but we spent most the time for breakfast. Honestly, the breakfast not really good, no much choice if compared with concorde hotel. All of sudden, I missed Concorde. Will I choose to stay at Concrode on my next trip? I wonder. It is the competition between room interior design vs breakfast. Which will win my heart, xoxo..

Nice view and restaurant. Good atmosphere as well. But the foods are so so.

Walking around the shopping mall. Impressive christmas deco.

Overview taken from 3rd floor.

Lovely Christmas Tree.

After a quick christmas shopping, we make a move to The Loaf. The best bakery to me in Malaysia. So far there are only three franchise in Malaysia. The original one is in Pulau Langkawi. Another one is in Pavillion, KL. This is the new one. Breads were too nice and we forgot to take picture of it. Nothing much in Empire, besides spending.

Back to room at 11am, planning to go Pulau Pangkor or Melaka for lunch. But these two shiok sendiri sisters spent their hour in hotel for photos.

This is the only way to use smartphone for taking both of us together.

Good shot man !

yay, my turn! my turn !

Trying to act cute, but apparently i'm no longer fit in this category

How about acting mature? hee..

This girl pretending sleeping. well this not a good post.

Trying to be a spider woman? funny..cheers to ss sisters

Well, I would prefer act cool rather than a comedy

My forehead acnes are completely heal ! Praise the Lord !

Too ss, and we forgot to google for pulau pangkor and too full for lunch at Melaka. Plus abit tired, hence we cancel our trip. Will do it for our next trip, definately.

See your situation through God's eye

Streeful weekend. Tomorrow will even worst, Daniel will come over for sales meeting. After training, it has been almost two months I dint close a sales. The one being closed was rejected by Lau as this is JKR project and the client is not our licensee. Which not worth for us to take the risk. Hmm..what shall I do? Eddy keen to get this project. The way they see this project in different way, who should I follow ? Daniel will definately not in the position to listen this, what should i do in order to give a good impression to this VP? I'm still under probation. Lord, I'm helpless..

In You Lord, I found my rest.

I guess this is not the reason to blog this incident. Instead of feeling down and helpless, I got to put my trust to my loving heavenly Father. Lord, I believed the next blog is speaking about your miraculous work and how You bring me go through this incident. You will grant me favour of Daniel, Eddy and Lau. You will be with me as i having sales meeting with Daniel. There will be only good things happen. Blessing are circulating  in my life. Emotionally, my mind is filled with Your spirit. You will cover me with Your precious blood which against all the negative thoughts and spiritual attacks.

Lord, thanks for the message which told me that I should see my situation through Your eye. Through Your eye. In you,I see myself a good sales engineer. In Your victory, I bring 70% of total sales amount to Penang branch Lysaght, and I will be the top sales engineer of Lysaght Malaysia. In Your Glory, I will penetrate the giant Developer, Architect, Contractor, C&S Consultants. They will be my big supporter. Everyone will amazed all these. Lord, I believed these blessing are on the ways. Soon it will take place. In You, nothing is impossible. As You are a good sales engineer, so am i in this world. 

In Psalm 1:3, He shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bring forth its fruit in its season, whose leaf also shall not wither; and whatever he does shall prosper. 

How beautiful is this promise. Lord, thank you. Fruitful season is on my way. Lord..Thanks.

My situation will change when I see it as You see. Almighty works will take place soon. Tonight I will rest in Your love. Because I need to get ready for this morning overflow blessing. You will turn the situation to a blessing to me. Prince of Peace. grant me peace of mind, a true peace.

business trip to klang valley day 1

 A business trip to KL. Intially it was a one day trip. However due to last minute thingy, all KL to penang flight were sold out, besides first class ticket. But I was happy to drive, since I need to carry a lot of stuff from HQ plus I can travel with sis as she having uni break now.

It was a rushing day though we leave penang at 7.30pm. We arrived at Empire Hotel at about 11pm however receptionist will only allow us to check in at 2pm. Hence, I went to Shah Alam Office to pass out my old laptop for data tranfering. Next we move to Empire Hotel, drop off nikki. Skip my lunch as I having a training at Kapar, somewhere in Setia Alam. This place is an industrial area. I couldnt find the factory and I was late. In between, a malay woman knock my car. I just cant help myself and shout to God's help. Finally, I found BSM. Too bad, the training just finished. The only thing i needs was miracle. Pray was my only thing i can do. Sheila, HR Manager was there, she asked me to join for next training, which fall on following week. My respond was cannot be. I told her manager will kill me if i miss it. She laughed and tried her best to talk with the trainer. Thank God, trainer *young and charm guy willing to stay back. After the training, I have to rush to HQ for a discussion and get my new laptop etc. Finally I can back to hotel at the time of 7pm for a 15minutes rest. Following program was steambot dinner with Jinny, Aaron and James. Crazy but fruitful day. Thanks Lord.

Well, this was my first time at Empire Hotel. The interior design is much better than concorde hotel. More stylist and spacious. Of course this has to be apple to apple comparion. What I mean is standard room. Concorde Premium room are still the best one by far.

A piece of art at the door side

Lovely wardobe

Stylist work desk

about 1.5m wide corridor to bed. Along the way  is bathroom

No bathtub, just shower. But I guess most asian are used with shower

A simply shot. Just to show how artistic photography am I..haha..

dream trip

Wonder how is the feeling of traveling alone with a backpack and camera..I guess it will be very fun if it happen in European countries, such as Spain, Italy etc. Dance with crowd at street, reading under apple tree, meeting new friends, having siesta on pearl grass, tasting local cuisine and red wine.. Just be myself..no rules, no bondage..wow..it's awesome and this has to be done !

Lord, I need some time-out !

Friend who can feel my heartbeats

What's an emo night. It this due to my accutane treatment, my performance in new job, previous broken relationship or ....i really dont know. I just know my wall is getting higher and thicker. And i just couldnt stop it. Sometime feel kind of lonely as i have not much friends in penang who i can fit in. It's totally different wavelength. Any how, I love it. Maybe i was born like this, i enjoy to spend time with myself. No sms, no call, no facebook..eat in front of notebook..chasing after series..as long as i got internet access, i just dont border anyone. I know it is unhealthy, but i just enjoy it so much. It's my comfort zone. 

Got to be balanced! Time to match out from my selfish world.

Lord, thank you for being the friend I can share with.

The provider of my zeal

Taken from Penang Curney Plaza

I lost my zeal in career, ambition and maybe life as well. Some how God always here to remind me that He cares. He did it by showing the verse through daily bread. No condemn, no anger but purely His love. His encouragement keep me awake and again i acknowledge that i cant live without Him. Lost the zeal in life is literally lost the joy. Just cant imagine how my life will be if I dont know Him. 

Sometime i just feel life is too dry and routine. Stress is something run always run after us. Whether we are a student, an employee, employer..we still have to face it. At once, i believe stress can be overcome by getting a lot of money or a good paid job..well, is this true? im suspicious. I've learned and told that stress can be overcome by trusting in God. His provision, grace and love are the elements. I experienced before. It 's true. But some how or rather i tends to choose my own way to encounter stress. It just simply human does not feel secure when thing is not under their control. Got to learn and lean my trust on Him. Else i will be dry up soon. Im tired to come out lots of ways and channels to encounter stress. It works but just for a moment. It does not help me to solve the problem. It make me getting worst when snow ball slowly become bigger and bigger.

Lord, thank for always being here. It's your love that keep me to move on. Thank you for telling me that you cares every single detail things in my life. My career, future, dreams, life partner..even my acne. You are so sweet.Cheers Lord. For the best life you have plan. I believe it's on the way now. In Jesus' name. Amen !

Mahjong with liquor nite

There is always a reason that God put four us in the same city. We encounter the same problem in the past one year. That  night was our first time to confess to each other that we need prayer and support. We are not strong, we do hate and struggle in forgiving. I was proud with Jinny that she eventually cried out all her struggles and hatred towards simon. The points I really salute her was she really invest all her love towards this relationship and she confess her "weakness" to three of us. That night was her time to vomit after consuming a certain amount of liquor. She was drunk. At the moment I wish I can drunk too. 

To me, I will never dare to tell anyone about this, even to my closer sister, Lia. I just hate to confess to others that I'm hurt, deeply hurt by him. After the broke up, I tried to hide as much as I can. I told myself that he was not worth for me to cry over. He is not worth for me to questioning God. I did try to put God as the first priority in this relationship, but why i have bear all this pain? Over this one year plus, I learn to forgive. I learn to be more indeependent. I learn to have my own activities. I tend to forget all the my uni memories. I tend to occupy my days with alot of activities so that i dont have a single moment to think about this. Even when I was alone, I will fully use the time to read, to watch series. I'm not afford to have a second to free my mind. I have to live as good as I can. But these are really out my control. It just pop out when I'm not aware. Sometime I thought I have recover, sometime I'm not. It happen whenever I met someone who is interested on me. I wish I can throw the past and have a new relationship. After a few trials, I knew I cant. I'm forbear  into a relationship. Especially their eye. The ways they see me as the way he see me in past. It really scare me. Their eye reminded me about the broken relationship. This really hold me back to take the first step. I guess I'm not fully ready to go for a new relationship. I wonder when will be the day I can totally let go and ready to move on into a new relationship. I wonder will this happen again? Besides God, will I ever meet someone who love me so much and willing to bring me out from this situation, to restore my faith in love? I'm curious..

I wish this confession will really help me to get rid of previous relationship. I'm just not ready to confess this face to face to anyone. Maybe I just not plan to do it also.But one thing I'm sure is I not angry with him anymore, just that the pain is still there. Glad when I found out this which I can talk to him like a normal friend.

Tan Sze-Lyn..you have to move on. Back to pg might be a good decision to start a new life.