This is what the friendship about?!

Sometime i just dont understand..
and I hate misunderstanding which I can't explain it due to some reason..
Recently too much things happen..
it comes so fast that i have no time to digest it..
Sometime best friend might also misunderstand you..
well..i will not explain to her coz she might think that i try to find excuse for myself..
But it's really hurt..coz i thought she will understand...
It's hard to find someone that i can free to share with..
Maybe this is the reason that people like to write blog..
coz they have no where to release the emotion and the burden..,other than blog,
I asked myself that should i just stop to contact her for few days..
to show my disappointment?
The answer is no..
my worries have overcome my self-pride..
I so afraid to lose this friendship..

This is what the friendship about?
Still love the friend even her action is hurting..
If this is what the friendship about..
I thank God for His strength and love..