Your ways are higher

From sleepless nights to a night that I just want to uphold all these to God and wait upon Him. My focus should be on Jesus rather than I should I continue the journey with Daniel. Dad, Your ways are higher. Fix my eye to the things I can't see now.

Besides surrender to God, I don't know what can I do with the issues and fears I have towards our relationship. It is just out of our control. Only You Lord able to make the changes. Give me strength Lord, that I'm able to love and also fast to forgive. Lord, unless the salvation take place, else I just cant make further commitment in this relationship. Remind me that You are with me whenever I encounter that situation again. Help me to overcome those fears. Perfect love cast out all fears. Lord, I want to experience more about You.

For everlasting to everlasting

Journal down all the good and bad times is the best way for me to find God. During the journal, I found the involvement of God, just that I never realize about it

Well this habit stop since I start my own business. Time is very precious to me. Time means money. Each time when I feel like journal down some good or bad moments, there is always a small voice telling me to spend this time "wisely'. Spend the time to do research, design, study and journal can always do it 'later". And "later" never come to pass.

After starting a new relationship early this years, it eat most of my night times. I'm happy I manage to allocate time for this while doing well in business too. It never become a burden to me which I thought it will in the first place. Thank God this relationship happen at the right time. In the same time, something just strike me. If I can allocate time for Daniel, why can't I do it for God too? Does money and Daniel's love can compatible with God? Certainly Not! Jesus is more perfect, handsome, beautiful and he will never leave me even when I die. Tan Sze-Lyn..take heart!

These few days, Pastor Mark from New Creation Church came to EPCC. I didn't expect much especially last night service. Reason being is it was a hokkien service. I merely understand the sermon and most of the time I just guess based on a few words I know. Surprisingly after the service, I feel so refresh. My heart, mind and soul just withdraw the strength from God. 

Tonight mandarin service, during the worship, I finally understand what does it means "He who forgiven much love much". I deeply feel this verse. I just can't stop my tears when I was told He loves me and He is faithfully forgive all my sins. I'm a sinful girl when I realize how Holy is He. In the same time I was called righteous because Jesus is righteous. The gift of righteous and grace speak how much God loves me. 

Thank you Lord. Your love is amazing. No word can describe..

我的心，你要稱頌耶和華，

Bless The LORD, O My Soul

不可忘記祂的恩惠。

Forget not all His benefits

祂赦免你一切過犯罪孽，

He forgives all your iniquities

醫治你疾病復原。

Who heals all your diseases

祂以仁愛慈悲為你冠冕，

He crowns you with love and compassion

為受屈的人伸冤。

Who justice for all the oppressed

天離地有何等的高，

For as high as the heavens are above the earth

祂的慈愛也可等的深，

so great is His love

東離西有多麼的遠，

As far as the east is from the west

祂使我的過犯也離我多遠，

so far has He removed our transgressions from us

耶和華有憐憫的愛，

Jehovah is compassionate and gracious

且有豐盛無盡的恩典，

and abounding in love

從亙古直到永遠，

from everlasting to everlasting

耶和華祂是我的神。

Jehovah is my God

Psalm 103

Glory To Glory

MEEKNESS AND MAJESTY
IN HUMBLENESS YOU CAME DOWN AND RESCUED ME
YOU GAVE IT ALL UPON THE CROSS
AS AN OFFERING

YOU TRADED YOUR LIFE FOR ME
IN RIGHTEOUSNESS YOU POURED OUT YOUR LOVE SO FREE
AND NOW MY SOUL WILL WORSHIP YOU
AS AN OFFERING

WE COME INTO YOUR PRESENCE NOW IN AWE
CASTING ALL OUR CROWNS AT YOUR FEET
HOW WONDERFUL THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE
FOREVER YOU WILL REIGN GLORIOUS

BE LIFTED UP FROM GLORY TO GLORY TO GLORY
WE OFFER UP THE PRAISES THAT YOU DESERVE
YOU’RE CHANGING US FROM GLORY TO GLORY TO GLORY
OUR LIVES WILL SHINE BEFORE YOU AND SHOUT YOUR WORTH
YOU’RE GLORIOUS

It is a privileged to be chosen and loved by You.

Thank You for changing me from glory to glory to glory. 

Surely I will never like the process of molding, sometime I will just yield and grumbling as it came with Your silent and bad times.

Still my soul give thank for whatever it has been happened. Without them, I would never be who I am.

Grant me supernatural wisdom and understanding, to be able experience Your love neither in good nor bad times.

Daddy, be lifted up from glory to glory to glory. You deserve all my praise and worship.

Favor and grace that last a lifetime

There is a song in every silence
There is a dawn in every darkness
There is a hope in every pain
There is a spring in every winter
Even in doubt there is believing
Through every season Your are near

You satisfy our deepest hunger
You broke the bond and set us free
You gave us life eternally
Jesus the name that calms our fears
Only in You our sorrows cease
Your love has won and now we see

Oh Your favor and Your grace, Lord
Last a lifetime
Last a lifetime

Hallelujah
You are faithful
You are faithful 

Music speak when words fail. Daddy, thanks for creating music.
There are needs and changes in every seasons of life but Your love has won it all.

I'm amazed as i looked at the past...
Though there were countless of failure, mistake and regrets
Many were due to my own wisdom and prides
And yet it did not make You stop loving me

Through the past I've seen You carry me when I was weak
You hug me when I was hurt and doubt about Your love
You were my only listener when I was too proud to confess my real feeling to anyone,even to myself

In Your eye I'm the most precious one
Even sometime the situation does not make me feel that You were with me nor love me

Feeling can be deceiving but the truth can never be shaken
You did not spare Your son but gave Him up all for me
I was purchased by Your beloved son's blood
This is the most solid proof of Your love towards me

Forgive me when I lost my patience during waiting
Forgive me as I'm a short sighted
Forgive me as i only have little faith
And yet Your grace is sufficient for me
These incomprehension love and grace give me the boldness come into Your presence even when I failed

Now I have the confident to hope and to expect the most blessed future belong to me
Simply because Your favor and grace last a lifetime

I can expect good thing because Jesus is my righteousness :)

In the midst of curiosity and nervous. I really need a break. I can sense my palm and feet are sweating heavily. Whenever I came across this situation, the best thing to do is to pause everything and just focus on how much Jesus loves me. 

After taking almost two months of preparation, finally the day has come. Though based on the mathematics probability calculation, I should roughly know the figure. This is my first project ever since I "retired" as an engineer. The three God beloved children first project toward internet marketing world. I knew what we can do is very limited, there are so much factors which is out of control and we really need to depend on God.

Daddy, I dare not trust the sweetest frame of mathematics.I know You will surely bless us. Your gift is on the way..in the atmosphere of curiosity before open the gift.If possible, Jesus..I love to ask for 7 figures. 

I pray my next post will able to testify Your goodness and unceasing supply regardless how many figure we get. Thank you Jesus, finally my sweating stop. I pass the whole project unto Your hand. You are the real boss of whole project. Now we shall take a break and celebrate!!

Grace, what have you done?

Murdered for me on that cross

Accused in absence of wrong

My sin washed away in your blood

Too much to make sense of it all

I know that your love breaks my fall

The scandal of grace, you died in my place

So my soul will live

Chorus:

Oh to be like you

(To) Give all I have just to know you

Jesus, there's no one besides you

Forever the hope in my heart

Death, where is your sting?

Your power is as dead as my sin

The cross has taught me to live

In mercy, my heart now to sing

The day and it's trouble shall come

I know that your strength is enough

The scandal of grace, you died in my place

So my soul will live

"The scandal of grace, You died in my place". How my dear Jesus loves me. He loves me so much. His love is beyond word can describe, love as high from the earth to heaven, as far as east to west. Jesus is my righteousness. That is the core reason I can expect good things from God :)

7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.8 For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.

9 “Which of you, if your son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10 Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? 11 If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! 12 So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.   -- Quoted from Matthew 7: 7-12

                                                                                                                                                   AMEN!!

That's my God

World top 5 most extreme ritual

People in the world are so hunger for peace, protection, provision and health. All sort of rituals take place in order to please their gods and some even hurt themselves in order to be accepted by their gods.

Thanks to Jehovah, the One and Only Living God. Jesus was sent to die so that we can be accepted by God again. He was crucified, which is the most cruel, disgusting and disgraceful form of death in the world. 

Jesus gave His life so that we can have abundant life. He loves us. All we need to do is to believe and ask. 

Cool ? Yeah! That's my God !

More and more

Lord unveil Your face

As I worship You

Reveal Your majesty

Touch my heart anew

Lord unveil my eyes

To see Your glorious truths

The love You give so free

Has drawn my heart to You

CHORUS:

I can't help but love You more

When more and more I see

How much I mean to You, Jesus

I can't help but want You more

When more and more I see

Your goodness unto me

I fall in love with You more and more

Now all I see is Your lovely face

Joining EPCC kidz camp was not my initial plan. Indeed I never thought about it simply because I do not want to sacrifice 4 annual leaves to "work". It was three weeks before the camp that I actually decided to take up the role. 

Besides short of helpers, I found it as a time to escape from the world. A time out for myself because children are not as complicated as adult. Maybe this is the reason I felt condemned during the 4 days and also after the camp. 

My motive to serve is not sincere as compared with others. For the whole week I always has a mindset that surely God prefer others offering because they are more sincere. 

This morning service was awesome. Somehow I feel loved. Why I see God as a father who only love me and accept me based on my performance? Who am I ? Am I have this ability to earn God's love and blessing based on my performance? Can God's love and blessing be earned? It is by His grace I has the chance to serve and to worship Him. It is by His grace I'm accepted even when I fall. 

Regardless the motive of serving, Jesus still loves me. He was with me for the past whole week and He appreciate what I can give. Even though it is just a tiny offering. That's who my God is =) 

Until The End

A wreath of thorns

Became Your crown

My curse was laid upon Your brow

Your wounds displayed for all to see

Your body torn to rescue me

My sins You’re faithful to forget

Because Your love and justice met

There at the cross upon that hill

Lord, You fulfilled the Father’s will

My stain of sin, Your blood erased

My life redeemed, Lord

By Your grace

Healed and restored in Your embrace

Now all I see is Your lovely face

Forevermore I will confess

You are my Lord, my righteousness

The One who died yet rose again

My God and King until the end

Hallelujah, hallelujah

Hallelujah to You, my King

Hallelujah, hallelujah

Hallelujah to You, my King

Words & music by Sean Goh

Copyright 2010 New Creation Church, Singapore

Love that lead me to thirst for him more

Dear Lord thank you for loving me even i failed to live up to Your standard. You will never love me more just because i spend time with you neither do you love me less just because i skip the quite time. It is because Your love are always overflow, no end, and limitless in whatever circumstances. This same unconditional and abundant love that lead me thirst for You and Your everything.

How i wish to worship You until the dawn. Telling the world that the all powerful, all glorious God is my heavenly father and He is so love in me.

Sending Off

My heart was heavy since Saturday night. Time to say good bye to my beloved sister as she will be leaving to Argentina soon. Thank God that I manage to have a very quality time with her while she was in Penang for the past few days.

Sometime I wonder what so great about her that I actually cannot help myself to treat her like my family. A feeling like taking care of her though she does not need it at all. Maybe this is just an act of me to show how much I care about this sister.

Back to topic. What had she done that actually touch my heart. A short note of encouragement during my second year study week in PBBC. A box of chocolate and biscuit...

'Gal, are you free now?', 

"Yes, why ?' (It was almost 11pm at night)

"Can you please come down for a while ? I'm just in front of your gate"

At my house gate I saw a cool girl with her motorcycle. The next thing she ask " have you eaten?"

This is the regular question she love to ask me while I was in university. Simply because she knew that i was a choosy person and used to skip meal. 

After answer her question she pass me a green box. In the box I saw chocolate bars and biscuits. 

" I know you don't like to take proper meal, but at least take some chocolate. Don't get yourself hungry and please take care your gastric." 

I almost cry when I heard this. 

This is not the first time I send her to Sungai Nibong Bus Terminal. None of the sending off feeling is good. Always it end with tears. This time I kept reminding myself that we will be able to meet up again. There are numerous of sending off in future. Well my mission fail once we hug. 

Trying so hard to stop my tears until i leave the platform. 

Thank God her husband is Max. The man of God who love her wholeheartedly. 

Lord I'm going to miss her. Thank you for taking care this lovely couple whenever they are. 

The Lavish Love of God

The understanding, experience and feeling of being love by God is so awesome ! No words or music can describe about this.
This lavish love is so amazing!  And I just want to lift up my hand and voice as loud as possible.  Forever praise Him. Unceasingly singing about His goodness.

Hosanna ! Hosanna ! Hosanna ! 


I sing hosanna, I sing hosannaYour selfless love reversed my shameI sing hosanna, I sing hosannaSalvation’s gift is mine to claim


I'm held by Your love 
Cherished by You, Lord 
Treasured in Your sight
So close to Your heart
Held firm in Your hands 


Righteous and bold I come to You
Solely because You gave
Your life for mine upon that cross
Love made you take my place
Now Jesus, Your name I praise

The greatest love of all is mine

Lalala..

Here I stand, Knowing I'm Your desire

Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine

Since You laid down Your Live

The greatest sacrifice

Singing ~Majesty, Majesty

Your grace has found me just as I am

Empty handed, but alive in Your hands

Singing ~Majesty, Majesty

Forever I am changed by Your love

In the presence of our Majesty ...

Dear Jesus,

Thank You for desiring me !

I just wish to record down this moment..

The most beautiful moment in my life. 

This beauty is beyond what I can describe in words. 

It happens whenever I'm reminded Your love never fail even though I fall. 

The greatest love of all.

Jesus loves me

Jesus loves me this I know

From the Bible tell me so

Little one to Him belong

They are weak but He is strong

Yes Jesus loves me

Yes Jesus loves me

Yes Jesus loves me

The Bible tell me so

That's my favourite song since I was a child and still my favourite song. Simple but it is so real.

Last Monday having a Penang food trip with a childhood friend, Felicia. We knew each other when we were 11. Well, 17 years old friend! Time flies !

While we were having chapati at little india, she share with me about her family problem. Both parent addicted in gambling, the only sister leave the home and hardly care about their parent. She has been struggle for years. Lately the only beloved grandma also passed away. Even though these happen since she was still a teenager, she never give up. She manage to complete her degree though at that point she facing financial crisis. I really salute her. 

During the dinner, one of our gang member, Jo told me there is a negative tumor in her mum stomach. Her mum might need to go through a high risk operation. Her mum might need to depend on machine after operation. This will cause her mum even more suffer than to die. One year ago, her dad just pass away. And now her mum. The only brother also addicted in gambling. He will only at home when he need money. Jo totally lost at this moment, the only thing she can do now is to buy whatever herba/ medicine which so called can heal cancer. 

At that moment, I'm grateful.

Dear Lord, grant me courage and wisdom to share Your love with them. Telling them You love them as much as You love me. Thank you for loving me and my family. 

The imperfect me loved by His prefect love

Bra-ra shi .....(Speak in tongue)..Nichole, the Lord said there are things deep in your heart that you yet to surrender to Him. Area that you do not allow Him to take care. I pray the Lord presence anointing in your life. Even you reject Him, the Lord said He still love you. .... This is the way He show His love to you. Stop to prove your ability, stop to be someone you are not, stop to revenge, stop struggling with yourself...surrender to Him, depend on Him and He will take care of it...

A pastor merely knows my name told me these during an altar call. Un-intentionally I was drag by a sister to  the altar call. That Sunday service my heart was numbed. I don't really feel the presence of Lord during praise and worship. Even so, He assured with me about His presence and love. 

Lord, thanks for loving me. I know you long to confirm with me about this love. I know it is You because only You know what I had been gone through. I wish I could surrender. I wish I can be like Nikki. I know you love me but I just could't control myself. Maybe I don't really understand/know about Your love enough. Lord, teach me. I want to live a life that acknowledge about Your love, a life that having an intimate relationship with You, a life that I can assure all my burdens & treasure unto Your hand, a life that hunger about Your words every second. 

Lord, I really don't know how to have a life like this. No one able to tell me how to do it. Only You, Lord. Show me Lord.

Lord, thank you for telling me that You still love me even though I fail.

The stone manger

We are probably familiar with the story of Jesus’ birth in Bethlehem. The Bible says that when the time had come, Mary “brought forth her firstborn Son, and wrapped Him in swaddling cloths, and laid Him in a manger”. (Luke 2:6–7) But have we ever wondered why the angel told the shepherds that the Babe wrapped in swaddling cloths and lying in a manger was a “sign”?

Like most of us I grew up seeing Christmas cards of Jesus “asleep on the hay” in a wooden manger. Wooden legs in the shape of a large X with the bed a wooded-sided V. Is it possible Jesus’ manger was wooden? I think so. Is it likely? I think not.

Wood as a commodity for things like mangers, tables, etc. was rare in Galilee. The word teknon used for Joseph’s and Jesus’ occupation in Matthew 13:35 and Mark 6:3 is a matter of debate. (We get our word “technical” from this term.) Were these men “carpenters” or “stone masons”? Because the greater Nazareth area is not a forested area, but has many stone quarries, it is most likely Joseph and Jesus worked with stone, not with wood.

Stone mangers, troughs to feed animals, were common in Israel in the 1st century. When Mary wrapped her newborn son in strips of cloth and laid him in a manger, he was in a solid, secure structure - a stone manger !

But why was that a sign? Because if we have seen the empty tomb of Jesus at a place called The Garden Tomb in Jerusalem, we would have noticed that the place where His body was laid, inside a tomb hewn out of rock, resembles a stone trough. The Bible says that after Jesus’ crucifixion and death, Joseph of Arimathea took Jesus’ body, wrapped it in linen and laid it in a tomb hewn out of a rock. (Mark 15:43–46)

Yea! There is the similarities, right? Wrapped in swaddling cloths and laid in a manger, baby Jesus would one day be wrapped in linen and laid in a tomb. That was the sign the angel was referring to. It pointed to Jesus’ death.

Jesus was the only child in all of humanity born to die. Once I realize that, I realize how much God loves me. Yahweh gave up His Son for that one purpose, and that His Son willingly came for that one purpose — to die for your sins and mine.

I can never imagine living a life knowing that I am just qualifying myself to die on the cross to save the world! How about you? And that was the life that Jesus lived. He lived to die, so that we might live and enjoy life abundantly today!

Quoted from Joseph Prince's daily devotion.

We are the reason

A sister taught me one of the way to refresh myself about Jesus' love by watching The Passion. Ha..indeed, it works! This year Christmas, I'm kind of look forward. No other special reason to make me think like that. Just simply hopes that it will be a meaningful celebration. Not so about carolling, gifts or party, just a session to remind myself the reason Yahweh sent His only Son, Jesus to this world 2000 years ago- the most and ever perfect Christmas Gift from God.

We are the reason that He gave His life. How wonderful is this love. So unbelievable and yet it is so true. 

Dear Lord, thank you for this Gift.

edited by my bro..good job Daniel.

Lord I'm amazed

Noah's ark, Ma Wan Island, HK

I think life is not easy but it will be wonderful if we knew that how much He loves us. Tomorrow will be a stressful day to me if I don't know about Jesus' love. I thank God for always being the one who I can look for when I need. It's His love grant me from an anxious Sabbath to a restful day. 

Is a wonderful thing to find out how much Jesus' love me. He cares about every single details in my life, my feeling, my thought, my needs, my success even my friends. How deep and how wide is His love for me. And Lord, I'm amazed by You. The King of kings sing all around me, dance over me. 

It is because His love and cares that give me this confident by fully surrender tomorrow meeting to my heavenly daddy. He cares what I cares. Hence I have the confident to expect tomorrow meeting will only benefit me in regardless what is the outcome. Whatever circumstances, Lord teach me to stand on Your word and promises only. Lord, as You said You are the way, the truth and the life. And the truth shall set me free. The truth is You love me and this shall set me free from stress, restless, anxious, every wicked scheme and lies of Satan. 

Lord, as long as You are with me, I am a successful person. It is regardless my position, my academic qualification, my performance and any poison injected by the wicked person to management. Lord, I thank you success is not about how good I'm but how powerful is Your word. As I'm the heir of Abraham, the same success of life that You gave to Joseph will manifested in my life as well. 

I believe tomorrow night I will have the new ingredient to blog about how You bring me through the day :)

Thank for this agape love, You never stop to love me even though I fall.

Rest

Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them. Mark 11:24

God's word is powerful. A verse in scripture or just a word is more than enough to change the situation. 

Lord, I pray for sizeable projects to be closed by me within a month. I believe from this second onwards, You have gave me the sales of PDC and Ideal. And now, I shall rest in peace and next blog will speak about Your mighty works.

I asked this in Jesus' name. Amen !

Daddy, good night

The intimate relationship save me

After two months of cleaning and painting, this is my first time doing quite time with God in this house. Standing at balcony, enjoying the seaview, sunshine and breezing , I know this is something I desires for all these while. But am I happy with all these? All of sudden, I wonder. My heart is heavy.

Maybe this is due to my career. Frankly speaking, I'm tired and weary with all these wolfs. Is this what I need to encounter if I choose to stay in sales line? or is it because the country I live in? Even the politicians doing the same thing. I wonder is there any future in Malaysia if we continue tend to be ignorant. Rise up, Malaysian!!

I was told construction field in Malaysia is always "dirty". I thought I'm ready and bold enough to face it. But it seem like I over confident. Human will tend to fall when he/she lost the intimacy with God. From disagree to compromise and then give in. I think I in the boundary between compromise and give in. 

Sometime I wonder if I give in, maybe I will able to own another house and car. No need to struggle so much. But can I sleep in peace? Is Jesus is more precious than those things? Maybe this is the thing that hold me back. Maybe...But how long does this fact able to hold me? 

Surely, only when my relationship with God is intimate. Thank God today scripture, Psalm 103.

¹ Praise the LORD, my soul;    

all my inmost being, praise his holy name.

 ² Praise the LORD, my soul,    

and forget not all his benefits—

 ³ who forgives all your sins   

 and heals all your diseases, 

⁴ who redeems your life from the pit    

and crowns you with love and compassion, 

⁵ who satisfies your desires with good things 

   so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.

 ⁶ The LORD works righteousness 

   and justice for all the oppressed.

 ⁷ He made known his ways to Moses,    

his deeds to the people of Israel:

 ⁸ The LORD is compassionate and gracious,   

 slow to anger, abounding in love. 

⁹ He will not always accuse,    

nor will he harbor his anger forever; 

¹⁰ he does not treat us as our sins deserve    

or repay us according to our iniquities.

 ¹¹ For as high as the heavens are above the earth,    

so great is his love for those who fear him; 

¹² as far as the east is from the west, 

   so far has he removed our transgressions from us.

 ¹³ As a father has compassion on his children,    

so the LORD has compassion on those who fear him;

 ¹⁴ for he knows how we are formed,   

 he remembers that we are dust. 

¹⁵ The life of mortals is like grass,   

they flourish like a flower of the field; 

¹⁶ the wind blows over it and it is gone,   

 and its place remembers it no more.

 ¹⁷ But from everlasting to everlasting   

 the LORD’s love is with those who fear him,    

and his righteousness with their children’s children—

 ¹⁸ with those who keep his covenant 

   and remember to obey his precepts.

 ¹⁹ The LORD has established his throne in heaven, 

   and his kingdom rules over all.

 ²⁰ Praise the LORD, you his angels,    

you mighty ones who do his bidding,    

who obey his word.

 ²¹ Praise the LORD, all his heavenly hosts,    

you his servants who do his will. 

²² Praise the LORD, all his works 

   everywhere in his dominion.

   Praise the LORD, my soul.

The Lord's love is with those who fear Him, He who satisfies my desires with good things. His love grant me the confidence to live in His way. His love ensure me that He will take care all my needs and desires. My second house shall not come by satanic ways but His blessing.

I guess knowing His love and experiencing His love is totally a different thingy. The intimacy with God is the only way to experiencing His love.

worry-free

²⁸ “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ²⁹ Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. ³⁰For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”   Matthew 11:28-30

It always warm my heart when I read this. Again, it reminds me that Jesus cares. He cares all my struggles, difficulties and worries. Not only cares, He feels the same as I am. 

Who am I ? What so special about me? That He, the King of Kings would spend His precious time to listen, to care and to comfort me.

I was truly weary and burden for the past few weeks, maybe more than that...and I don't even want to think or spend a little bit time to discuss with God. I know I should but I'm just too tired. Anyway, I should not use tired as an excuse. 

The only time I pray is when I heading to office every morning. And I just took less than 10 minutes each time. Sometime less. Well, a simple prayer work. He do listen and He answered! You have touch my heart, Lord.

Thanks Lord, In You I shall rest even there are many issue/decision yet to be solved and make. Not only so, as You promise. all my burdens will be taken well by You. The only thing I need to do is to rest, follow Your leading and flow with You. And I will find all things fall into place. Free from distress, worry and anxiety.