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Friday, August 14, 2009

my BIG day

After attending a few seniors' convocation, I always wonder how would it be felt...Now I know! Besides tired and hot, that is joy. Main of my joy came from my parent especially dad. I knew he is proud of me though he never said anything. From he respond and reaction, i knew he was. 

I never plan to get a degree until I was forced by mum to continue 6th Form. During lower six, i was crowned to be the Queen of absence in school. Skipping school, lying to parent, hanging around in mall etc. It was so serious until form teacher had to called mum. Funny as i re-flash all these. 

The situation never change until i was forced by dad to attend a youth camp during my upper six. Seem like parent really love to force their child to do something which they think it is good. Maybe this is one of their way to love. Though the camp, God question me..since study form 6 is a fact, why not just accept it and do your best ? 

I told God if this what He wants, please grant me wisdom and understanding to score weill in stpm. Thank God, within 3 months, my results shoot up like rocket. I got 5th in class. Teachers and classmate were shocked. From there onwards, i slowly pick up and I was the 2nd best stpm scorer among physic students. Though I failed to get straight As, I thank God for the result that been given. I just couldnt imagine how would it be if my life without Him.


Indeed I should give thank to my God and parent. Without the "forces", I'm not able to walk on the stage and receive the scoll from chancellor.

My uni life would not be so colourful without CFers
my dearst room mate
It was a mix feeling as we hug. Joy and sorrow in the same time. We were coursemate for 4 years, room mate for 3 years and sister in christ for life. Lord, thanks for sending me such a good room mate.


Thanks for the gifts and love. I got it