Lord, you know me, you know i am crying silently, you know the bitterness in my heart, you know my fears and worries, Lord, you will take care of it, izzit? Lord, why this happen in my life? was i make the mistake in the first place? or you actually allow it? Lord..i thought i have forgotten, numb..but still i can feel down and pain..this has make me loose faith towards friends and christian guy..everything just happen so sudden..Lord, what happen? Why? if you plan not to show me answer, then Lord, please heal me, bring me to another level of life, that i may have faith back towards christian guy..
