Please come quickly

 So miss you, so much to ask, so much to tell you..so scare to think about you..time never healed, the longer we wait, the more we miss you. So sorry that night, I shouldnt take it easily, i shouldnt drag half an hour which determine your life. I should come as soon as i receive papa call. So regret i dint answer your call 2 nights before..we all fall into the devils trap, so much missunderstanding...i miss you, i love you..

Lord, the moment you allow this happened, you know you also know we will lost all our passion & dreams in this life, besides the heavy  responsibilities. I really hate this world, please please quickly bring us home. Lord, home is where all our family gather. Please come quickly. 

很怀念小时，每次冲完凉，你就要我帮你梳头发。就因为不会梳，梳得不好看。。说真的那时的我其实我很乐意。可能是那种被相信的感觉。只是每次帮你梳，又要快又要好看。每次梳一下，你就会一直问。。姐姐，好了沒有? 我每次都会骗你说，就要好了。。。你跟David 完全很不一样。David 超爱美，你只要舒服和整其。其实你长得比David好看。。只是少了自信，不会打扮。。不是台前，所以很多人常常拿你和David 比较。有时even沒注意到你。但对我和阿燕，我们比较欣赏象你这样的男生。我们有多期太见你未来的妻子和孩子。我们也曾相信会有这样的一天。

I will not be fool by our enemies, this is not my battle, the battle belong to our Lord.

放心，我们不会被它们骗的。加油，look forward our reunion.

Lord, how long more we can leave this world? How long more our heart will stop bleeding? All the pains, guilts, condemnations I surrender to you. Please give him a tight hug on behalf of us each & everyday. Please tell him soon we will meet again. Chow yee, 还记得吗?今年一月我们三个说过的，我们一起等那一天。Let not him wait too long. May his spirit & soul rejoice & forget all the past. Please grant us strength to continue the journey. Jesus come to give us life & life more abundantly. But the moment he leaves, life will never abundant to us. Please fix these. Whatever destructions has been cause by the evil one, Lord restore it. Including chow yee life & health. For You are the faithful God.

The most cruel thing but the only thing I can do for you is handle your death certificate. The moment to pass down your mykard really tear down my heart into pieces. I dont blame you, it was not your fault. Indeed, Im proud of you for all these years. Fighting with God’s word. Yen remind me how you overcome it for the last 10 years. You very geng, the best fighter. We all were so ignorant, not knowing it was the spirits behind all these. Tortured & conned by them for so long.

Thank God you are in save arm. Can you hear me? We all miss you so much. No one can replace you, not even Benjamin. Because losing you & having him is two different thing. So if you hear me, lets pray that God accecerates the rapture time. You cant come to us, but we can come to you.

Lord, the only hope for this lost is rapture. May it take place by this year.

O death, where is your sting?
O grave, where is your victory?

Hey, hows life there? I miss you so much. This will be the last time to wait for me a bit longer..i believe very soon we will meet again. When we meet, i promise i will never leave you. Whatever you want to do, whenever you want to go, i will be by your side. Maybe you dont even need this jie jie, but I dont care. My turn to protect you, your enemy is my enemy. Together 3 of us will take the revenge. Whatever you have suffer, all shall be pay back 7 times. Hug!!!!!! Miss you so so much.