Lord, how long more we can leave this world? How long more our heart will stop bleeding? All the pains, guilts, condemnations I surrender to you. Please give him a tight hug on behalf of us each & everyday. Please tell him soon we will meet again. Chow yee, 还记得吗?今年一月我们三个说过的，我们一起等那一天。Let not him wait too long. May his spirit & soul rejoice & forget all the past. Please grant us strength to continue the journey. Jesus come to give us life & life more abundantly. But the moment he leaves, life will never abundant to us. Please fix these. Whatever destructions has been cause by the evil one, Lord restore it. Including chow yee life & health. For You are the faithful God.