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Saturday, July 7, 2007

Friend vs Sister



This morning back to Pabit Buntar. One word to describe - Hot. After finish cleaning and bath, i took a siesta. Initially plan to sleep 15minutes but i slept more than 2hours. Weather here is pretty hot that why i had a nightmare. In the dream i'm a hot tempered girl. Just because some certain reason, i broke two person spectacle purposely. But the funny part is i apologize to them and promise to remedy after done all eveil things. I was so regret and the first thing i did was sms Lia. I thought i can drop down all my feeling in the blog and need not share with another person. Haiz..maybe i still need a person. Just now Aaron came to my house to get Derrick thing. Even though Derrick havent back to campus but still have someone to help him willingly. Is like a family or brother that help each other. That feeling is different if Aaron is just Derrick friend. As i saw it, i was so touch and so miss that feeling. Last time i too have a sister wor. After came back, i found out is so hard to find a same gender friend here that i can talk to. So miss her, a least last time i still can find her for dinner, hang out. But now, like this evening really cant find someone(same gender) for dinner. Anyway this sem plan to pay more attention in study and caring. So busy..maybe dont have time for a friend too. Szelyn..Aza aza flighting!