This evening I speed in highway due to the late and un-organize time management.. For so long i dint speed in highway..normally i just drive 100km/h..hee..this evening increase to 130km/h..in fact i never drive as fast as this evening..thank God, still safety reach campus..hee..sometime it is feel good to speed,the feeling of free..challenge...i know that is a wrong thing to do as a christian..but..can i just dont care?!...Manage to attend the committee meeting..dint talk much during meeting..wanna bring out some issue, but i guess it is too sensitive to touch it..so i juz keep quite. After meeting i was so lost and down..Like burnt out, no spirit to any CF activities or plan. Just wanna be alone and away from any commiment that i have made to God. Recently too much social with ppl until i dont have my own private time. In the beginning, i choose to have this kind of life coz i really scare to be alone. When alone, i have to encounter some problem which will made me down and discourage..so, i try to forget about it by busyness, keep on telling lame joke with friend and laugh at it. It works,but just for a while..Dad, can i just skips these? Haiz..really need a reflection..
