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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Olive Oil


Prayer of olive oil
In the name of the Father, the Son Jesus Christ, and by the power of the Holy Spirit, I set this oil apart to be the holy anointing oil.
This oil is the holy anointing oil with the power to cast out demons and to heal the sick according to the Word in Mark 6:13 and James 5:14.
It sets us apart unto God and makes us more than conquerors and overcomers.
It honours God and man, and brings glory to Jesus Christ.
This anointing oil gives us gladness and empowers us for service unto God.
It speaks of the finished work of Christ and gives us protection from all evil.
This anointing oil blesses us and gives us complete victory in Jesus Christ.
Amen!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

God Wants To Prosper Our Relationships

Jesus, Painter of my life
Without doubt, one of God's greatest blessings to us is the people that enrich our lives—our spouses, children, parents, friends and colleagues—and the relationships we enjoy with them.  It is God's heart to prosper our relationships. Wherever we may be in our life right now, whether we are searching for a life partner, newly married or raising children , God wants us to know that through the cross of Jesus, He has already redeemed us from painful relationships and blessed us with beautiful, loving relationships. (Galatians 3:13) Jesus not only took all of our sins at the cross, but He also took all the rejection and curse that we deserved. At the cross, He met every single need, physical and emotional, that we will ever have in this life. Carrying our sins, Jesus was rejected by God so that we, receiving His righteousness in exchange, can be accepted by God and enjoy wholeness in every area of our lives. 

There is a beautiful, prophetic psalm in the Bible that reveals how Jesus' affliction at the cross also covers the curse of broken relationships for us In Psalm 88:18, Jesus said, "Loved one and friend You have put far from me, and my acquaintances into darkness." Jesus lost His intimate relationship with His Father, and was separated from His family and close friends when He hung on the cross. He suffered all that so that we could receive the favor of God and prosper in all our relationships.
 
Today, wholeness in our relationships begins with the blood of Jesus first reconciling us with God. (Colossians 1:19–22) So when we begin to see how the blood has paid for us to enjoy blessed relationships, when we let go of our self-effort and rest in Jesus' finished work for wholeness in all our relationships, we will see the turnarounds and restoration we desire in this area of our life.

Dear friend, if your marriage is on the rocks, Jesus can give you wisdom to deal with the problems, and bring about healing and a resurrection of His love in your marriage. If you have a wayward child, you will find Him leading you by His peace to be the vessel through which He will minister His grace. If you are believing God for a life partner, know that you have the same unmerited favor that saw a poor, widowed Moabite girl go from poverty to wealth, widowhood to marriage, and from being childless to having a complete family! (Ruth 2–4)

Beloved, you don't have to struggle and rely on your self-efforts to prosper the relationships in your life. When you rest in the finished work of Jesus and see that He has paid for the healing and wholeness of your relationships, you will see God prosper them supernaturally!

Your blessing is on the way

Ya, Lord..my blessing is on the way. Thank you for showing me this acticles which based on your promises in bible. It brings encouragement and again you have shown me your love. Lord, You will prosper my relationship, be it family, friends, life partner and working partners..Thanks for your generous and overpayment.  In Jesus' name. Amen !

Thursday, December 23, 2010

His Loving Kindness and Faithfulness


Lord, thank you. Again, I have experienced your loving kindness and faithfulness again. Everything just happen in place. Unmerited favor from Daniel and clients. I cant imagine how am i going through these few days if I dont know You. Thank you for reminding me that Your presence is with me during meeting, appointment..etc. Thanks for telling me that how important is wisdom,  how You prior wisdom. Thanks that when I ask wisdom from You, You give it more than I need and You bless me in all my aspect of life. Tuely, You are faithful, that the reason I can record all Your work in my life. Thank You Lord. In You I found victory and glory.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

First time at Strait Quay

I found this mall during a visitation to Tanjung Tokong. I was shocked with the setting on my first sight. Soon, Penang Tesco will move there. The most headache site. This mall is totally different with other commercial mall. First of all, classical architectual and there is a bay along the mall. Hence, we planned to make a visit before go back. By the time we reached Penang was about 6 something evening. We took about 6 hours drive from KL to Penang. It was because we stop by a few station. One of it was Kampar for curry chicken bread. Yummy ! 

The Christmas theme for this year is Candyland. Hence we can see different type of giant candies around the mall.
Nikki taking pic with one of them
Besides the tradition decoration, there too have a few programs for this Christmas. One of it is Candy Wonderland Musical. The storyline is simple. Evil one trying to vanish Candy Princess. Typical ! However I love the dance, songs and the way they perfomed.
Like Disney Cartoon. Good and Evil dance together.

We wish we could to take with the candy characters. But too bad, we are too old to do it.
I like the princess and the queen. Princess is pretty and queen is awesome. The way she walk and act really like a evil queen. Others named as Candy Floss Fairies, Candy Elves, Clowns, Cupcake Divas, Jugglers and Stilt-Walkers.

Lovely !
Strait Quay Promenade.
Around the bay, there are Irish Pub, German Bistro and some other fine dinning restaurants
Light House. Soon there will be boat rides service from Upper Penang Road to Strait Quay.
Currently under construction.


Impressive setting !

My favourite pic during christmas-Christmas Tree. The height is about 2.5 storey height.
Most of the shops are under renovation. I guess soon or later this mall will become one of the  tourist spot in Penang. I would recommed my other state friends to Strait Quay instead of Queensbay Mall. By the way, thing I look forward is Art Centre. It will start by January, if not mistaken. Will it as good as KLCC MPO? Hmm..

Monday, December 20, 2010

business trip to klang valley day 2

It was good to stay at Empire Hotel though the lifts are suck. Planning to have a short christmas shopping, but we spent most the time for breakfast. Honestly, the breakfast not really good, no much choice if compared with concorde hotel. All of sudden, I missed Concorde. Will I choose to stay at Concrode on my next trip? I wonder. It is the competition between room interior design vs breakfast. Which will win my heart, xoxo..
Nice view and restaurant. Good atmosphere as well. But the foods are so so.
Walking around the shopping mall. Impressive christmas deco.
Overview taken from 3rd floor.
Lovely Christmas Tree.
After a quick christmas shopping, we make a move to The Loaf. The best bakery to me in Malaysia. So far there are only three franchise in Malaysia. The original one is in Pulau Langkawi. Another one is in Pavillion, KL. This is the new one. Breads were too nice and we forgot to take picture of it. Nothing much in Empire, besides spending.

Back to room at 11am, planning to go Pulau Pangkor or Melaka for lunch. But these two shiok sendiri sisters spent their hour in hotel for photos.
This is the only way to use smartphone for taking both of us together.

Good shot man !
yay, my turn! my turn !
Trying to act cute, but apparently i'm no longer fit in this category
How about acting mature? hee..
This girl pretending sleeping. well this not a good post.
Trying to be a spider woman? funny..cheers to ss sisters
Well, I would prefer act cool rather than a comedy
My forehead acnes are completely heal ! Praise the Lord !
Too ss, and we forgot to google for pulau pangkor and too full for lunch at Melaka. Plus abit tired, hence we cancel our trip. Will do it for our next trip, definately.

See your situation through God's eye

Streeful weekend. Tomorrow will even worst, Daniel will come over for sales meeting. After training, it has been almost two months I dint close a sales. The one being closed was rejected by Lau as this is JKR project and the client is not our licensee. Which not worth for us to take the risk. Hmm..what shall I do? Eddy keen to get this project. The way they see this project in different way, who should I follow ? Daniel will definately not in the position to listen this, what should i do in order to give a good impression to this VP? I'm still under probation. Lord, I'm helpless..
In You Lord, I found my rest.
I guess this is not the reason to blog this incident. Instead of feeling down and helpless, I got to put my trust to my loving heavenly Father. Lord, I believed the next blog is speaking about your miraculous work and how You bring me go through this incident. You will grant me favour of Daniel, Eddy and Lau. You will be with me as i having sales meeting with Daniel. There will be only good things happen. Blessing are circulating  in my life. Emotionally, my mind is filled with Your spirit. You will cover me with Your precious blood which against all the negative thoughts and spiritual attacks.

Lord, thanks for the message which told me that I should see my situation through Your eye. Through Your eye. In you,I see myself a good sales engineer. In Your victory, I bring 70% of total sales amount to Penang branch Lysaght, and I will be the top sales engineer of Lysaght Malaysia. In Your Glory, I will penetrate the giant Developer, Architect, Contractor, C&S Consultants. They will be my big supporter. Everyone will amazed all these. Lord, I believed these blessing are on the ways. Soon it will take place. In You, nothing is impossible. As You are a good sales engineer, so am i in this world. 

In Psalm 1:3, He shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bring forth its fruit in its season, whose leaf also shall not wither; and whatever he does shall prosper. 

How beautiful is this promise. Lord, thank you. Fruitful season is on my way. Lord..Thanks.
My situation will change when I see it as You see. Almighty works will take place soon. Tonight I will rest in Your love. Because I need to get ready for this morning overflow blessing. You will turn the situation to a blessing to me. Prince of Peace. grant me peace of mind, a true peace.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

business trip to klang valley day 1

 A business trip to KL. Intially it was a one day trip. However due to last minute thingy, all KL to penang flight were sold out, besides first class ticket. But I was happy to drive, since I need to carry a lot of stuff from HQ plus I can travel with sis as she having uni break now.

It was a rushing day though we leave penang at 7.30pm. We arrived at Empire Hotel at about 11pm however receptionist will only allow us to check in at 2pm. Hence, I went to Shah Alam Office to pass out my old laptop for data tranfering. Next we move to Empire Hotel, drop off nikki. Skip my lunch as I having a training at Kapar, somewhere in Setia Alam. This place is an industrial area. I couldnt find the factory and I was late. In between, a malay woman knock my car. I just cant help myself and shout to God's help. Finally, I found BSM. Too bad, the training just finished. The only thing i needs was miracle. Pray was my only thing i can do. Sheila, HR Manager was there, she asked me to join for next training, which fall on following week. My respond was cannot be. I told her manager will kill me if i miss it. She laughed and tried her best to talk with the trainer. Thank God, trainer *young and charm guy willing to stay back. After the training, I have to rush to HQ for a discussion and get my new laptop etc. Finally I can back to hotel at the time of 7pm for a 15minutes rest. Following program was steambot dinner with Jinny, Aaron and James. Crazy but fruitful day. Thanks Lord.

Well, this was my first time at Empire Hotel. The interior design is much better than concorde hotel. More stylist and spacious. Of course this has to be apple to apple comparion. What I mean is standard room. Concorde Premium room are still the best one by far.

A piece of art at the door side

Lovely wardobe

Stylist work desk

about 1.5m wide corridor to bed. Along the way  is bathroom

No bathtub, just shower. But I guess most asian are used with shower

A simply shot. Just to show how artistic photography am I..haha..

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

dream trip


Wonder how is the feeling of traveling alone with a backpack and camera..I guess it will be very fun if it happen in European countries, such as Spain, Italy etc. Dance with crowd at street, reading under apple tree, meeting new friends, having siesta on pearl grass, tasting local cuisine and red wine.. Just be myself..no rules, no bondage..wow..it's awesome and this has to be done !

Lord, I need some time-out !

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Friend who can feel my heartbeats

What's an emo night. It this due to my accutane treatment, my performance in new job, previous broken relationship or ....i really dont know. I just know my wall is getting higher and thicker. And i just couldnt stop it. Sometime feel kind of lonely as i have not much friends in penang who i can fit in. It's totally different wavelength. Any how, I love it. Maybe i was born like this, i enjoy to spend time with myself. No sms, no call, no facebook..eat in front of notebook..chasing after series..as long as i got internet access, i just dont border anyone. I know it is unhealthy, but i just enjoy it so much. It's my comfort zone. 

Got to be balanced! Time to match out from my selfish world.
Lord, thank you for being the friend I can share with.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

The provider of my zeal

Taken from Penang Curney Plaza

I lost my zeal in career, ambition and maybe life as well. Some how God always here to remind me that He cares. He did it by showing the verse through daily bread. No condemn, no anger but purely His love. His encouragement keep me awake and again i acknowledge that i cant live without Him. Lost the zeal in life is literally lost the joy. Just cant imagine how my life will be if I dont know Him. 

Sometime i just feel life is too dry and routine. Stress is something run always run after us. Whether we are a student, an employee, employer..we still have to face it. At once, i believe stress can be overcome by getting a lot of money or a good paid job..well, is this true? im suspicious. I've learned and told that stress can be overcome by trusting in God. His provision, grace and love are the elements. I experienced before. It 's true. But some how or rather i tends to choose my own way to encounter stress. It just simply human does not feel secure when thing is not under their control. Got to learn and lean my trust on Him. Else i will be dry up soon. Im tired to come out lots of ways and channels to encounter stress. It works but just for a moment. It does not help me to solve the problem. It make me getting worst when snow ball slowly become bigger and bigger.

Lord, thank for always being here. It's your love that keep me to move on. Thank you for telling me that you cares every single detail things in my life. My career, future, dreams, life partner..even my acne. You are so sweet.Cheers Lord. For the best life you have plan. I believe it's on the way now. In Jesus' name. Amen !

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Mahjong with liquor nite

There is always a reason that God put four us in the same city. We encounter the same problem in the past one year. That  night was our first time to confess to each other that we need prayer and support. We are not strong, we do hate and struggle in forgiving. I was proud with Jinny that she eventually cried out all her struggles and hatred towards simon. The points I really salute her was she really invest all her love towards this relationship and she confess her "weakness" to three of us. That night was her time to vomit after consuming a certain amount of liquor. She was drunk. At the moment I wish I can drunk too. 

To me, I will never dare to tell anyone about this, even to my closer sister, Lia. I just hate to confess to others that I'm hurt, deeply hurt by him. After the broke up, I tried to hide as much as I can. I told myself that he was not worth for me to cry over. He is not worth for me to questioning God. I did try to put God as the first priority in this relationship, but why i have bear all this pain? Over this one year plus, I learn to forgive. I learn to be more indeependent. I learn to have my own activities. I tend to forget all the my uni memories. I tend to occupy my days with alot of activities so that i dont have a single moment to think about this. Even when I was alone, I will fully use the time to read, to watch series. I'm not afford to have a second to free my mind. I have to live as good as I can. But these are really out my control. It just pop out when I'm not aware. Sometime I thought I have recover, sometime I'm not. It happen whenever I met someone who is interested on me. I wish I can throw the past and have a new relationship. After a few trials, I knew I cant. I'm forbear  into a relationship. Especially their eye. The ways they see me as the way he see me in past. It really scare me. Their eye reminded me about the broken relationship. This really hold me back to take the first step. I guess I'm not fully ready to go for a new relationship. I wonder when will be the day I can totally let go and ready to move on into a new relationship. I wonder will this happen again? Besides God, will I ever meet someone who love me so much and willing to bring me out from this situation, to restore my faith in love? I'm curious..

I wish this confession will really help me to get rid of previous relationship. I'm just not ready to confess this face to face to anyone. Maybe I just not plan to do it also.But one thing I'm sure is I not angry with him anymore, just that the pain is still there. Glad when I found out this which I can talk to him like a normal friend.

Tan Sze-Lyn..you have to move on. Back to pg might be a good decision to start a new life.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Taipei day 2

Amazing morning in Taipei, Thanks Lord :)
Alley view from our guest house, so clean !
First mission : To have a authentic taiwanese breakfast - "Jia xiang diam xin dai wang" at jing hua street
Direction: Jing Mei MRT, 2nd exist. Turn left to Wang long. The shop is located at 1st junction of jing hua street.

Yummy !
We had a very simple breakfast here- soya bean and yau cha koay egg roll. Cheap, big and nice. Suit those chinese, especially Penangite. Cheap & Big is the fundamental criteria to Penang consumers. Anyway, the soya really thick and the egg roll quite crunchy. Ho Chiak!
书店街
There are around 40+ book shops along 书店街 which located at  重慶南路一段. Frankly speaking, there are nothing much about the street if you are not a book lover. Most of the books here are in mandarin. The only book shop which I will visit again is Elite book store. It a book complex, where you can find all sort of books here. Besides, this book store do have a cafe where reader can enjoy a cup of coffee while reading. 


Taipei 101
It just a walking distance from elite bookstore to Taipei 101 tower. The tallest skyscraper in the world at the moment. Well, something like KLCC, nothing much.


The tower as slim as me..hoho..shiok sendiri
 From there we walk to NewYork New York, so called youngster shopping mall. In deed this is a youngster shopping mall, suitable for those who think they are young enough. Here you can see many 'leng zai" "Leng Lui" here. Good for your eye? haha
On the way to NewYork x2
Zhao ji Ma lak Nui rou mian ( Super spicy beef noodle)
Tell you what? That is not spicy to a Malaysian. We even drink the soup like drinking water. And the aunty were amazed..


Wu fen pu (Wholesale market place)
Wu fen Pu ( Wholesale Market Place) is a must to tourist where you can get cheap fashion here. Operating hour is from 3pm t0 12 midnight. Try not to go on Monday as Monday is reserved for wholesaler. Frankly speaking, we are not the type who love to shop, hence this place is not really attractive to both of us. We prefer food :P  We went there because we need to get some t-shirts for rest of the days in Taipei. 


Raohe Street Night Market
Okay, tonight we went Raohe Night Market for our dinner as this night market quite near to wufenpu. We try almost every snacks, like duck blood with chao tao fu. chao tao fu soup etc. 


After dinner, we lost as we could'nt find the direction to MRT. Thank God for sending us an angle. She was so nice and she even walk us to MRT station. 
our supper
Day shall be more perfect with all kinds of snacks as supper :)

Monday, September 6, 2010

Taipei day 1

" OH NO! Yen, wake up, we were late ! " Flight at 10am, but we have to check in 2 hours before flight. From puchong to KL sentral and from there to LCCT..hmm..we need to leave puchong at 5.30am ! Anyway, we were so willing to sacrify our sleeping time..haha..

Really thank God that we were manage to check in on time and...we got window seat ! hee.. It was a 4hours 30 minutes flight..kinda boring in fact..
Finally...after so many years, our dream came true ! How come the grass here is greener than Malaysia? haha...oh shit, everyone speak mandarin..really no used with it, but still we love it so much..okok ! the first thing we need to do is to get our digital buddy handphone. We make the registration two weeks before we went taiwan.

After we bought bus tickets, then only i remember something..My initial plan is to take bullet train to taipei. but maybe too tired, i've forgot about it. Aiya..end up we took "feigou" bus instead bullet train to taipei main station..From Taipei main station, we took MRT to JingMei, where we have booked a room there.
What a cozy room
okay, no bad ! This is our room. It is only 2minutes walk from JingMei MRT 2nd exist. Nearby here do have 7-11 and 24hours Ding Hao Convenience shop ! Indeed, it is really convenience ! The first shop we visited was 7-11, because as we know Taiwan 7-11 is so much advanced than Malaysia..Man, this is no a legend !

At about 6.30pm, we went to Shida Night Market..It might not thr biggest night market in Taipei, but I love it so much because it is just nice for both of us to explore and food here are damn nice !
MUST EAT "Liang Mian"(cold noodles)
This is the most delicious "Liang Mian" as far for me. The boss won a few gold medal in a few competition. The price is reasonable and people here are so friendly ! After taking our dinner, we did try a few taiwanese snacks.
Their "ke lit bin" are damn big ! Maybe too full, both of us cant even finish one ke lit bin ! haha.. but there are so many nice food wor..hmm..then we dabao some foods for supper lar.
After a few hours walk, we decided to take MRT back to JingMei. Maybe too excited, we went JingMei night market as well. It is also a few minutes walking distance from our guest house. JingMei night market no so happening if compared to Shida, but the "lu Wei' here is quite nice.
From JingMei MRT 2nd exit to our guest house